i honestly hate goodbyes.
i hate going through the same old scenes...
feelin terribly wrecked throughout the whole day and i cant help it.
you never know what you've got til you lose it, apt la really.

it was a teary goodbye for stephen in the afternoon, and it hit me really hard. like REALLY REALLY HARD.
i didnt feel it the past few days cos i pushed all my thoughts to the back of my mind every single time.
i dunno what else to say, and i just sobbed into my jacket.
sigh, i hope he'll be able to handle it well.

thank you to weizhong for e lift to jurong, thank you to jilly for ur shoulder throughout the whole thing, thank you to all the np squashers who comforted me, thank you to bryan for that sms!
and thank you stephen. thank you for making the last few months very memorable.
i salute you for the strong personality that you are, and i hope that everything will go well for you! we should start skyping! :)

stephen, i miss you.